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Thursday, October 28th, 2004
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im so stoned right now. im having surgery tomorrow. its like a mini emergency. scarey. wierd. parents are freaking. i cant concentrate at all. i have five papers to write this weekend. im so screwed. im missing the football game cause i might have to sleep in the hospital. i need to find a hc dress this weekend: when? i have to go to a friggin opera shit thing for music history saterday night: the most fun of my life. joes parents are mean right now: im fucking having surgery. this must be a gawd damn joke. prolly this worst two weeks of my life. i wish i could be excited about something.
sarahleE
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Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
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a lot is different since i first started this thing...friends, guys, school, everything
lets start fresh
i had a pretty shitty weekend. isnt it amazing how dads can make you feel like shit? i mean he doesnt even no how much i try, its such bs for him to even say that kinda shit to me, like that is so messed up...why is he acting sso messed up towards me? i didnt do NUFIN!
been sick since friday havent attended school at all this week...great to get away from that hell hole but i did miss x-tinas party cause of my cold-i do regret that
missing the rio match today...good luck LO at singles thats pretty bomb ass pussy of you..hopefully we still kick there asses even though like 5 people are ill..tear tear
i went to college night last night for some reason, i drove past "the spot" i think its always good emotionally for me to visit it
i cant wait to see joe tomorrow after psat's i love that BOY! (hey boy :D)
just talked to gabri what would i do without that girl i do not noe...
-sarahleE
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Saturday, August 14th, 2004
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prolly a better thing that i was gone this week of all weeks...the prayer service helped my body so much to be prepared for a week of holding back the tears...friday i cried a bucket of water...but just noeing that walas is in the most amazing place helps me so much
...the beach was full of memories, long boarding let me make up for not being able to attend the funeral, i remember those thursdays in g river when wally would come and board and thats where i learned but not very well...ill miss gettting jamba juice with him on those thursdays, perhaps ill still go just for the sake of tradition...never met nick but i cried so hard onthe payphone when i heard just because i knew that everyone loved that boy...good job greg...miah i pray for you everyday we used to be so unbelievably close, we still gotta hang out like we always promise to when you get well...i wish i could have visited while i was on vacation im coming on monday to tell you how much i love you miah !!! its soo much you are like an amazing boy keep holding on and be strong
one love
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Saturday, July 31st, 2004
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i miss my bf so much already...to weeks is like the longest we been away from each other (hah) ...ive never felt like this in my life...but tonight was really good and my face hurts from smiling cause you make me so happy :D -i fear i'll go crazy if you leave my side
mall=2 really cute skirts but i only got 1=gabri pissed cause i never branch out and try new things...really cute underwear
saw daniella laura and adora today! hehe it was quite happy for me :D (did i mention that i also saw andrew and michelle the other day) unexpected people are fun
marilyn you are the best neighbor ever!
if i cry one more time cause these damn HORMONIES im gunna break something...girls SUCK!
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Thursday, July 29th, 2004
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lunch w/ potty yesterday...wow i love that man dearly
mario bros 3 a great experience of the summer :D
woah like how am i supposed to deal w/ certain things im glad for the friends that are there to try to make me understand the truth about my life...its so hard sometimes to actually noe what to do and say to people...i was thinking, what if it actually happened and she actually gave it to me? what am i supposed to do smile and act like nothing ever happened? what if they all want to be chums with me again? i would like die of like confusion cause sometimes its really hard to stop holding really big grudges on people-even if they barely hurt me, my life just cant deal....
i need coffee and a pedicure and to go shopping for a million peoples presents that i constantly for get to get...im the worst present picker outer...its so hard for me...always has been... embarassed i guess you could say, or just shitty at it
i need books...need to hang out wit my bf before he leaves to hawaii...wanna see sandra and nessa (gabri tooo!) ...need to hang out wit marilyn cause i miss her driving...remind me to call lindsey we need to stay in touch
rocksteady - sarah.
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Thursday, July 22nd, 2004
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WTF is that bible thing next to good! i didnt want that im changin my mood
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tennis tennis tennis I HATE TENNIS its ruining my life in the hoott hoott sun! i have a friggin match tomorrow and i dont wanna go cause i dont care about my life
babysittin drives me so crazey i wish it was legal to just like kill someone cause that would be like really good idea right now
got away wit not unpacking for almost a week...trying to save memories i guess...it was so amazing this year TBT actually worked really good this year lindz thanks for my purse even though i hate purses and reallly need to find a couple good ones cause all purses everyone has are so friggin ugly..baah
i love being home though it makes me smile to see people and just hang out and have ubers of fun all day long
o and another person i would kill right now is my dad UGH HE ALWAYS RUINS MY LIFE! hopefully tonight my mom can talk him out of his black hole(haha)
ch ch ch
tim tomorrow wit gabri!!! i really wish i had like two more tickets or enough for all my friends cause that would make my life so amazing
baby i wish you were in my life right now!
sarah anne
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wow my birthday is in two days, yes july 10, its amazing how everyone around you is 16 and nothing has changed for them, i mean some drive and some dont, nothing to big, i just wish that it was this extreme lifechanging things i really want one of those cause i just wanna smile about some silly day that does really count for three more months til i actually get my lisence and ill be so free from everything get to visit my baby more and find myself doing nothing in the middle of nowhere on a road just cause i can..just a lil time is all it takes...remember when you were younger and you longed for your sweet 16, well all the 16s ive seen lately have been the same thing: party, friends, so ol' same ol', but thats kool, i just thought it was kinda be a lil better for each person..ill get over this :/
havent written in a long time...been hanging with joe like mad crazey cause i wont see him all next week or be able to communicate onn the cellular device...tough luck ya weve done a lot this week harry potter fireeworks whatnot to much of just us to talk about
camping wit lindsey shall be so amazing even though i wont see gabri for 2 friggin weeks...if you read this i was talkin to sandra and my CH CH CH!!! lshmycl hehehe
happy birthday too me soon cause i prolly wont write for a couple weeks
rocksteady
sarah
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doesnt bob loook so amazing lol i truely like this picture it makes me smile why wasnt i born jsut a many years earlier? now im stuck w/ justin and nick? wut is that soo not attractive men, i might have just offended a million people right then i apoligize..but really what do you see in them?
why do you have to leave gabri? jerk ha we will do lunch when you get back and when i get back at liek the friggin end of july, well the fourth weekend, that should be interesting i may add...perhaps the newmans on saterday? bring friends? babysit? iono the deal in my life...fourth wit lindsey perhaps a lil bit of jose :D thats always good for my life
well i must be off again
~rocksteady~
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Wednesday, June 30th, 2004
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so i get this mysterious phone voicemail after tennis yesterday "so me brett justin and joe are coming to the sloughhouse inn tonight so you better be there!" haha lol tryin to get sandra n nessa to attend but sadly they could not...ate and chilled out at my house, i love these boring friend hangouts in the middle of the week cause its summer!!! im sry about kansas, i really am...
gabrille took me to tennis and met potty hehe i went out to get lunch wit potty today, prolly the best sandwhich ive had in a really long time blasting offspring is always a good time
tomorrow we better go out to dinner again!
friends make me smile :D
~rocksteady...sarah anne~
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Thursday, June 24th, 2004
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so this wouldnt work for like ever...ugh
IM GOING TO THE TIM CONCERT FOR MY BIRTHDAY(which is the 10th of july) AND THE CONCERT IS ON THE 23rd IM SO HAPPY I THINK IMA SHIT TWICE AND DIE!!!!!! ya that just made my whole year...what more can a girl as for, a hot man singing love songs in tight jeans and a white shirt...hahaha
o ya i just got back from hawaii on sat. it was pretty bomb, i kinda got tan for me, but im still a white girl so i dont really tan it kinda sux...ok listen to this (ITS REEALLLY IMPORTANTE) ok im not trying to sound like a spoiled lil bitch but my parents are so happy/giddy about this whole hawaii thing that they have decided that next summer, for three months, yes THREE WHOLE MONTHS, we are moving to hawaii! like thats totally tight and all, hawaii three months, but the whole summer! what about my friends my life like im with my family that long!!! ALONE! ok just tell me should i be more excited or are my parents trying to kill my life!! cause i really hate the idea and they say "people kill to live in hawaii for three months" bs!
ya so on a lighter note i love being back home!! my bday is soon i think ima have dinner wit all the special poeple in my life...fourth of july should be a blast!!! im babysiting so i cant see my boyfriend tonight which hurts me, im missing him...along wit sandra and nessa who think they are to kool to hang out wit me! lol jk its wierd being back cause i have tennis everyday from 12-2 so its hard to liek be wit friends cause i always have to be home to get ready for tennis to be there by friggin 12...w.e. ill have to get over it cause its the whole frigging summer 4-5days a week (its for you erin!!! next year tennis is gunna rock my world and we are sooooooooo goin to where is it again? i cant think but we are soooo goin there!!!)<--wow i sounded really dumb there
leaving on my bday for a week wit lindsey! i cant wait :D
writing my infotations ~sarah
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trying to get in the more lets write a lot in here mode hahah but its not really working...
so the other day i was babysiting my children at the lake in murieta cause they had to go to this party and me and joe had to like watch this kid chris and hes crazey and like he talks to me online now...people went online in 5th grade! what the heck i was so behind the times i would never have gone online in the 5th grade!!! hahah he talks a lot and cracks me up..
been packing and crap and making a list of stuff i need to go and get...so all of a sudden my headphones are only playign the radio not cds! what the heck now i have to go get a new pair...like what kinda cheap ass thing does that to my life!
i kinda dont like planes..they are boring i dont wanna be in one
i leave after dinner
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| Time: | 12:44 am. |
| Mood: |  giggly. |
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i cant believe im leaving tomorrow for hawaii...ima miss my friends...its gunna be hella wierd not seeing joe for a week hahaha i knoe its gay but since like the friday before finals ive seen him everyday but three days...thats ffreaking crazeey he actually just left here hehe it was fun :D...well hawaii will be tight ill get tan and hang wit juli for three dizzles
so far summers been pretty FUCK GABRI YESTERDAY WAS SO AMAZING I WANNA DO IT EVERY DAY FROM NOW ON lol jj
rocksteady*
sarah
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| Time: | 11:01 pm. |
| Mood: |  i miss you :D. |
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just got back from julis PARTAY lol i got there late...was eating wit the fam. at sum place people go to eat...julis was alright, i mean it was fun and all i jsut wish i was actually better friends wit those people, but im not so i dun really care, lol but steve and drew made me feel loved about my life haha i love those guys :D (kinda tyte/sad when my only friends there are julis brother and his friend and ive known them my whole life and just until recently they are "drilling" me haha if it was a set up ima get you old boys)
hawaii summer sun here i come :D
anne
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school is out for summer...school is out forever...schools been blown to pieces...hahah
ugh i hate it when like i never write in here and like i guess im supposed to write like my whole life story when i return to writing, but i just cant remember anything
i love going out to eat wit nessa and gabri :D...sarah joined us on one of the finals days...didnt really study for finals and hung out wit my baby :D o ya thanks brett for letting me go to ur house and watch you play mario lol ur a kool guy haha sry guys that we didnt end up golfing that one night :/
i feel like my family has left me here by myself and they are all on vacation...too bad stuff got all confusing and nothing worked out...its all good though! baby i miss you already
im gunna go to the mall i hope i feel like spending money for myself...maybe get a new swimsuit...cant wait to see you tonight nessa with kevin!
becky
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i got all excited and found a new pic of tim cause i think that i am totally going to his concert for my bday and im really excited!! and i better get the tickets now that my mom excited me and im gunna go with somebodys kool and its goona be so fun and ima be so happy cause hes so hot and this is like the happiest day of my life!
schools shit its pointless to go i sleep in all my classes cause we aint learning anything anymore it jus time to waste and space i cant take! i had to get there like hecksa early since marilyn wasnt goin....
look what youve gone and done ruined everything for everyone...wow if one more person asks me about u i think ima bust a fucking cap cause im so ghetto! ughh scream!
(vertical smile!)
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never write to much in here, i member when i was like obsessed cause THIS IS SO FRIGGIN COOL! ah not lol
had an amazing weekend with gabri :D went to bretts to swim on the amazing waterslide for his sisters bday! that dick pushed me in the pool when i was just drying off grrr went to joes and ummmm so molly thinks that WE KISS ALL WRONG! OK THANKZ CAUSE YOU ARE LIKE AN EIGHTH GRADER! shes a kool girl and all but that was just a lil funny and outa control, went to the game like friiggin white trash as hell and that meitus (sp) chick is sooo not kool! ggrrr went to the movies came back to gabris joe visited and left, then we got eee bit fckd up w/ chesca my love o well no biggie ughhhh
sunday had to work on my book with gabri.. joe and lindsey came along for a dinner party! hahaha lol wow
life is boring school is gay my hair is bothering me!
-becky!
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just got home
bored
think i should watch something with robert redford in it
im diggin him right now iono why
ya and lexi has got me in like totally a old school counting crows mood and i LOVE it
missing people right now im in a zone
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never have time to write in here nemore...wow this weekend was kinda wierd haha but really good all at the same time...such a bf weekend, my friends were too busy for me hahaha i was gunna go to te movies wit maggies group on sat. but iono i didnt feel like seeing that movie at that time cause i need to see it wit sandrita nessa and gabriE heheh :D.. so i just hung ut wit joe all weekend and his azn grandma HAHAHA
wow school is so gay right now ughh...but i love mr paras he extended our due date for the term paper only for block 6 and this other class! WOOHOO!! im so happy and i got 100% on my outline thats an unusual thing for paras he hates me o ya and i love mr tsai hahaha
brad pitt is so hot i was looking at him today and i was like wow i love you haha
and i really need to buy momento i love that movie so much and have a craving to watch it haha
sb
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